I log on & want to be called
                        by my name. I rush around
                        like a panic, getting out
                        of the house. In town, 
                        where conversation pays
                        a price, I’m a fool. Cherry wants
                        me to grow her a new turn
                        of peaches. Her attention 
                        makes my world level up.
                        I know it’s a game when cash
                        shakes down from a tree,
                        when it lands & makes music.
                        There’s nothing I can’t work
                        toward. I set the town
                        tune to Runaway. I sit
                        & lay down. It’s all I can do.
Rachelle is the author of the poetry collection That Ex, out now from Big Lucks. She is the editor in chief of Peach Mag.
You can sit down in a chair
                        have a wrinkly cowl wrapped around you
                        and tell her about you.
                        Hair falls away, or hair returns
                        if you hide what your intentions are.
                        Hair cascades from you or away
                        should you confess to your crimes
                        against cleanliness;
                        vanishes
                        when you live for chaos;
                        comes and goes as you heart to heart,
                        until you wear your truth.
                    
When you tell
                        the pheasant
                        you’re content to see them go
                        and they take that as an invitation
                        to stay
                        to try harder to be your friend
                        Do you become the heel of your own home?
                        When the hamster
                        says it’s time to go
                        to return to being a frozen face on the cover
                        and you beg him to stay
                        and he won’t
                        Were you never important enough to him?
                        They don’t,
                        they never felt like numbers.
                        They always felt like
                        the people you tolerate
                        your self-interested friend
                        the ones you could never make leave
                        the ones who were never going to stay.
                    
Will LaPorte (he/him) is a musician, wannabe lyricist, kind of a cartoonist and evidently trying his hand at poetry. He lives in Kingston, NY and has a very cute/absolutely possessed by *something* kitty named Domino. Animal Crossing: New Leaf got him through some particularly rough times, so now he's here to share the love and pay it forward a bit. P.S. Dan is cute
touch to shake
                        fruit from the trees, to
                        pick it out of the bed
                        of leaves, to take
                        it back to camp and 
                        make a salad, a tart,
                        a cake. Have you seen
                        a wolf blush? The great
                        coincidence is returning
                        all at once. Touch to swap
                        stories, change what was
                        found for what was brought.
                        Have you held hands
                        in passing? 
                    
Harrison writes and lives between Vancouver and Toronto. His poetry has appeared in Hart House Review, Acta Victoriana, and Half a Grapefruit Magazine.
i just wanted to take the time to say hi.
                        i will be moving to town soon with nothing in my pockets except 50 bells and all the good
                        intentions in the world.
                        i hope we can be good friends who cheer each other on and give each other furniture and make
                        each other pies. i’ll make you all pies, i promise.
                        ive heard so much about all of you.
                        to filbert the squirrel, i cant wait to lay around and watch the clouds with you.
                        hippo rocco, will you fish with me?
                        to wart jr., even though you are so grumpy, i’d be happy to go bug catching with you, even
                        though you might find me slightly smug.
                        and finally, to isabella, i do it all for you, my favorite talking puppy ever. (don’t tell
                        bea).
                        see you all on the island!
                        much love, brian
                        p.s.
                        kk, lets collab
                    
brian is a writer living in brooklyn. he is a digital media marketing content creator by day and meme consumer by night. he is currently attempting to make his own kimchi. brian’s tweets: @_brnwnd
It’s the morning of Animal Crossing Direct
                        but I can’t wake up in time. Such simple acts
                        can feel this way. Last night, I listen to the book
                        Know My Name by Chanel Miller, set a sleep timer,
                        let her voice lull me to sleep. I’m desensitized 
                        to this kind of lullaby: the story of Emily Doe, 
                        not that Emily Doe, but each one, emerging
                        like an apparition, an unexpected villager, 
                        a colonizer. When Chanel says Philadelphia,
                        I wake up. Everything happens so close 
                        to home. This is my worst habit: 
                        I roll over and check my phone
                        in the middle of the night. On Twitter,
                        AOC slays Mystic7, the Pokémon Go Youtuber.
                        I check to see if there’s anything new
                        in my Pokémon Home wonder box. I fulfill 
                        requests on Pocket Camp. I’m so good
                        at fulfilling expectations. Everything will coalesce, 
                        eventually. To make space for the coincidence – 
                        to cross paths with me on Walnut Street,
                        another Emily Doe, and then another, 
                        and another. To reproduce one Emily Doe 
                        across every island, every console, a character 
                        stripped of herself, who lives in all of us. 
                        We know how to shrink. We know how 
                        the story ends. Zoe texts: OOOO eventually 
                        u get a construction permit and can change 
                        the landscape of your island!!!!! & I imagine 
                        Emily Doe shaping all of us, envy the ability 
                        to cut out these parts of me. I want to write
                        a poem about Animal Crossing that is not
                        actually about trauma, about Emily. 
                        How nothing can distract me
                        the way Isabelle can. How I don’t have 
                        the capacity, too many items in my market box. 
                        How even Tom Nook can’t expand my body,
                        build extra space for this burden, these burdens. 
                    
Amanda Silberling is a poet, journalist, and multimedia artist whose work has appeared in NPR, Hyperallergic, The Rumpus, Kotaku, and other places. She directed the documentary “We’re Here, We’re Present: Women in Punk,” which premiered in 2017 on VICE, and has since screened at Cineteca Madrid’s Mujeres Hechas de Punk Festival and the Art Attack Gallery in San Francisco. She was a 2019-2020 Princeton in Asia Fellow in Laos at the Luang Prabang Film Festival, and she is currently the Van Doren Fellow at the University of Pennsylvania's Center for Programs in Contemporary Writing. Her favorite villager is Cherry (don't tell June), and she enjoys wishing on shooting stars with Celeste. Find her at amandasilberling.com, on twitter at @asilbwrites, or in the park playing Pokémon Go.
Content warning for domestic violence
He took me to GameStop to get a 3DS XL
                        and Animal Crossing: New Leaf
                        on one of his good days. On one of his
                        apology days. On one of his baby,
                        you mean everything to me days.
                        I played through his rage blackouts. The
                        bathroom door was the only door in the apartment
                        that locked so I played on the floor. Kept
                        an extra charger under the sink.
                        I played and I played and I kept playing
                        but now I’m sort of dreading
                        the new Animal Crossing game because
                        what if all it does is remind me of him?
                        The way he’d hold my neck against the wall
                        followed by baby I’m so sorry. Followed by
                        I swear it’ll never happen again.
                        It always happened again and I would
                        always find solace in New Leaf,
                        a place where no one ever necklaced 
                        their hands around my throat. A place
                        where safety was manufactured but real. 
                        It’s been three years and I can still feel his hands.
                        It’s been three years and I don’t know
                        if I’m ready for Animal Crossing again.
                    
Rachel Tanner (she/her) is an Alabamian writer whose work has recently appeared in Tiny Molecules, Impossible Task, Tenderness Lit, and elsewhere. She tweets @rickit.
Do you know how many towns I've seen?
                        Sparsely decorated beachfront chalets,
                        nestled amidst dense suburban bustling communities.
                        Thatched roof construction overlooking beds of marigold and rose thorns,
                        never seen so much as a pinprick in all my years somehow.
                        Do you ever wonder why that is?
                        It's that calming kind of presence I know of Autumn,
                        witnessing the end of something lovely before it plunges into night.
                        I find myself visiting these places often,
                        and fondly reminiscing about the other places that I've been.
                        Villages I've left to fend against the whims of time,
                        like trying to remember the face of a friend from long ago. 
                        It's an approximation of what came before...
                        just more weeds now, I suppose. 
                        So what does it mean when a time capsule ages?
                        As years pass, is there a serenity in knowing what's possible?
                        I hope my friends forgive me when I visit somewhere new. 
                        Just like my friends before,
                        and before,
                        and before.
                    
O spiral eyes!
                        I feel them burning,
                        fixated on a number floating just above the surface.
                        I watch your legs trudge a hundred miles worth of inch-long shores,
                        as if a million shells will be the answer.
                        And when you turn them in
                        to line the inside of your pockets
                        with an even higher figure than before,
                        will you still say yes when asked
                        if you'd like another wing?
                        I bet you will.
                        O spiral eyes,
                        step onto my welcome mat,
                        or that of anyone in this burg,
                        and behold a one-room palace
                        in the shadow of your monolith.
                        Because while your home splits upwards,
                        a mountain amongst knolls,
                        we all wonder what it is you really want.
                        And if it's not a place to rest your head,
                        then what?
                    
Brendon Bigley (He / Him) is a person who never logged off. When he’s not working at Marvel, he’s making podcasts or ambient music. He wonders if it’s legal to marry an Animal Crossing New Leaf cartridge. Might be weird. Who knows?
in memory of the suicide i didn't have two summers ago
isabelle said i’d been gone for weeks.
                        in my absence, the town was overgrown.
                        i spent the afternoon in bed, pulling the weeds,
                        obsessively transposing flowers 
                        so the cosmos did not interrupt the rows of roses
                        i had planted by my house last year.
                        my favorite lion moved away, but the koalas stayed.
                        good friends leave, but sometimes that’s okay.
                        a new cat came to town and built herself a home
                        a little left of my cherry tree grove
                        in a spot i’d meant to put a clock tower in.
                        that transgression, i did not mind so much.
                        mom sent me a letter.
                        peanut asked where i had been.
                        alice said i’d changed a bit,
                        i looked a little different from the last time i was here,
                        in need of a haircut, a change of clothes.
                        she’s right, it’s been a moment since i’ve been alright,
                        but bad times are just times that are bad,
                        and i feel i’m coming to the end of mine. 
                        i think my friends have missed me.
                        i think that i will be missed.
                    
Adrian Belmes is a Jewish Ukrainian poet residing currently in San Diego. He is a senior editor for Fiction International, editor in chief of Badlung Press, and vice president of State Zine Collective. He has been previously published in SOFT CARTEL, Philosophical Idiot, and elsewhere. You can find him at adrianbelmes.com or @adrian_belmes.
You look like a glitch or some inside joke between developers, but
                        You were always so nice!
                        I used to visit our town on the bus,
                        When everything else was too loud, 
                        And even though I had to play with the noise off, 
                        I heard your voice in my head and it sounded sweet and so very very soft!
                        I loved your house! 
                        You hung around mine! You never asked to be roommates (unlike the funny rabbit) but I wish
                        you
                        had and that I could have said yes! 
                        Your hard exterior hid the gentlest programming!
                        You showed me how to be kind again.
                        Coco, if you hadn’t moved out,
                        I probably would have failed all of my senior year tests,
                        Because I would have played until I became pixels too!
                    
Ale Rosales (she/they) is a leftists mestizx lesbian. She lives in Tijuana/SD with her cat, Suh, whom she adores. She is an editor for Chaparral Press, and has previously published work in The Fruit Tree. You can find her on twitter @sorginale, and you can find her zines at issuu.com/mossmoon.
for a few brief years, we felt we had mastered time
                        or you did, at least
                        you were always braver, more adventurous
                        starlit walks, lying on our fronts in a tent
                        and in the morning your father
                        whose hands could be so unkind
                        waved hot rolls before our faces to wake us up.
                        sat on the school bus, bags resting primly in our laps
                        we played guessing games
                        which is your favourite villager?
                        which furniture do you like the most?
                        i liked sturdy bedframes, white sheets
                        you wanted your world to be framed in gold
                        royal. what even is that word?
                        you did not believe me when i told you
                        you were saying it wrong
                        we were headstrong girls, bound
                        by nothing but the street we lived on,
                        the same street, 
                        and dislike of your younger sister
                        remember the love letters 
                        i wrote to Angus?
                        i liked him because my dad liked AC/DC
                        we laughed ourselves silly when the letters circulated
                        around town. he was so mad, do you remember? 
                        and i so hungry to be loved
                        some nights we’d be sitting, side by side
                        on the floor of my room
                        and i’d give my world to you to hold
                        catch that shark for me, will you?
                    
Josefine Stargardt is a bilingual poet currently based in Germany. She will never forgive herself for deleting her very first Animal Crossing town. Her words can be found in Homology Lit, The Cardiff Review, and elsewhere.
They ping down from blue-jean sky—one then two, 
                        then the animals’ god dumps the whole batch, 
                        putting me inside a pinball machine. 
                        Wishing takes practice. The trick, which is really 
                        not a trick at all, is that you must first 
                        put away your fishing pole. Miracles need 
                        attention. I’ve already lost a few 
                        figuring this out. I can’t remember 
                        the last time I spent this long, with hands clasped, 
                        looking down at the tiny sky. Patience 
                        is involved. You—and I—must be okay 
                        with the fish that got away, and trust that 
                        tomorrow there will be a shard of star 
                        on shore for every one of yesterday’s wishes.
                    
Sarah Robbins is a washed-up humanities major who graduated from Missouri Southern State University in May of 2020. You can follow her on Instagram (@tri_saraahtops) and Twitter (@saaraahkate).
If dogs played guitar,
                        it’d spell the end of dating,
                        and we’d go extinct.
                    
Josh Smith was born in Buffalo, raised in punk, and currently lives inside his own heart. Josh has choreographed fight scenes for two different poetry events, which must be some sort of record.
I never expected to be looking at a squirrel for body confidence. 
                        But here I am,
                        Laying down tweezer pincers,
                        And repurposed nail scissors,
                        Filling my phone with images of her.
                        My Muse;
                        An icon resting beside beautiful bodies,
                        Unapologetically hairy.
                        Unapologetically chubby.
                        Unapologetically woman.
                        The stomach folds of Grecian models, 
                        Cast into marble and stone,
                        Women wearing eczema scars 
                        Shining like the surface of the moon,
                        And eyes alight with laughter, captured in a moment. 
                        And then, a squirrel. 
                        Her uni-brow and wonky teeth, 
                        Part of what makes her character so cute, 
                        Cute - not repulsive.
                        She doesn't comment about her features. 
                        And doesn't change them. 
                        She lives in a slice of paradise;
                        Loved by her neighbours 
                        Where it’s okay for squirrels to wear heavy blush,
                        With a tracksuit, and have a uni-brow.
                        Nobody cares about your appearance in an island of animals.
                        She enjoys the world around her:
                        Wears what she wants,
                        Does what she wants,
                        Plants flowers,
                        Sings off-key and dances.
                        I'm genuinely envious of a squirrel. 
                        One day at a time,
                        I must face my brows in the mirror;
                        Grimacing as I push glasses higher on my face,
                        Covering the hairs desperate to cross no man's land
                        And embrace in a thin, fleeting embrace. 
                        They've never managed to touch.
                        I’ve refused to let them meet,
                        I've seared my face with razors, creams and tweezers. 
                        Mocked for furrowing them
                        Because they’d “look like they’re touching”.
                        I tried to wax them with cello-tape once.
                        The efforts of a desperate and insecure teen,
                        Unable to voice her worries at home.
                        Her sister looked up to her.
                        She had to think she’s pretty.
                        And pray she never heard what they said in the halls. 
                        I never expected to be looking at a squirrel for body confidence.
                        But I spend hours glaring at my brows; 
                        Willing them to recoil from each other’s touch,
                        Turn into the caterpillars I was told they resembled 
                        And leave my face. 
                        But I have nowhere to be. 
                        The only person I’m seeing is my reflection in the fridge,
                        So why not let them have their moment,
                        On the bridge of my nose. 
                        Isolation, like affairs end abruptly. 
                        But for now, I’m letting the hair grow,
                        Letting lovers meet and spend their days together. 
                        I don't know how long this will last,
                        But, when I turn on the game 
                        I'm reminded that my brows are lovely.
                        No matter if I choose to change them or not.
                    
Imogen. L. Smiley (she/her) is a twenty-two-year-old writer from Essex, UK. She has anxiety, depression and a relentless love of dogs. Although poetry isn't her strongest area of writing, she does enjoy the ability to neglect the rules of style, and come up with convoluted imagery that would otherwise be unconventional and inappropriate in prose.
We stockpile supplies at our meager campsite: 
                        pears, preserves, snapper. We craft lattice 
                        walls and lace them to brittle hedges. I tell you 
                        it’s to stall the new winds from the Hollow 
                        but really, it’s for our protection. 
                        Soon, the peaches are slush and attract 
                        purring fruit flies. We eat them in a sweet 
                        stew with fruit beetles and ground butterfly 
                        wings to taste.
                        You tell me: Last night I heard the intimacy of a 
                        mouth, its slick and swallow, just outside
                        the walls. I tell you the village has already 
                        fallen. Yet, I’m unsettled.
                        Next night, I head to shore
                        with my fishing rod and boning knife. 
                        I should tell you when I leave camp 
                        but I get a seductive thrill from wandering 
                        on my own at midnight.
                        I perch on the rotting pier 
                        and cast out. The salt-shaken breeze
                        shudders my spine. I look over my shoulder 
                        more than once.
                        Hours pass before I feel a tug. As I reel 
                        her in, I contemplate the lost days of breakneck 
                        fishing and enough mackerel to feed 
                        us for weeks.
                        I slop the catch at my feet. Moonlight 
                        blotches putrid remains: clumps of purple 
                        fur clinging to pitted flesh. She’s not good 
                        for eating. I use the toe of my pumps to nudge 
                        the cat back with a slosh.
                        
NOTE:Originally published at Subbed In: Ibis House and in Rae's poetry collection Milk Teeth
Rae White (they/them) is a non-binary transgender poet, writer and zinester. Their poetry collection Milk Teeth (UQP) won the 2017 Thomas Shapcott Poetry Prize and was shortlisted for the 2019 Victorian Premier’s Literary Award for Poetry. Rae’s short story 'The Body Remembers' won Second Prize in the 2019 Rachel Funari Prize for Fiction.
Say it's juju
                        
                        or pea brain calculus
                        
                        a limbless muscle memory
                        
                        sidewinding the snake
                        
                        over mounded silt
                        
                        and pooled sluice
                        
                        across the lesioned tarmac
                        
                        a melty roadbed
                        
                        hot to the braided belly
                        
                        up and over
                        
                        from peaty bog
                        
                        to nettled patch
                        
                        Say it's chemosensory stimuli
                        
                        or coldblooded impulse
                        
                        because you’re a closet biologist
                        
                        Say it's part & parcel
                        
                        a lifecycle thing
                        
                        because you'll feel better
                        
                        when you find its mossy leatherette
                        
                        gutsplashed on Mary Road
                        
                        where it bends toward 40th street
                        
                        summer hipsters pushing their SUVs
                        
                        toward Saugatuck
                        
                        or downtown Kalamazoo
                    
Jeff Schiff is author of That hum to go by (MAMMOTH Books), Mixed Diction (MAMMOTH Books), Burro Heart (MAMMOTH Books), Anywhere in this Country (Mammoth Press), The Homily of Infinitude (Pennsylvania Review Press), and The Rats of Patzcuaro (Poetry Link). His work has appeared internationally in more than seventy periodicals, including Grand Street, The Ohio Review, Poet & Critic, The Louisville Review, Tendril, Pembroke Magazine, Carolina Review, Chicago Review, Hawaii Review, Southern Humanities Review, River City, Indiana Review, and The Southwest Review. He has taught at Columbia College Chicago since 1987.
here now on the road 
                        only eyes illuminate 
                        the so much suddenness 
                        the self announced in the 
                        breath already a cough 
                        a grammar for goodnight 
                        I want to worry more 
                        privately 
                        wait for the deer 
                        to fold so 
                        let blood melt the snow 
                        a decaying long after 
                        your hands make a shadow 
                        against my face, 
                        make my face
                    
Noah Falck (he/him/his) is the author of Exclusions (Tupelo Press, 2020). He lives in Buffalo, New York.
You thought she was so nice
                        and invited her to live on our island
                        sometimes we talk about you
                        She wonders if you’re okay
                        This is the farm I am planting
                        cherries and oranges
                        for you to sell
                        I haven’t found peaches
                        but I want to plant those too
                        I peruse the shop and wonder
                        would you wear this?
                        use this?
                        would this wallpaper match your bedroom set?
                        or is it the thought that counts?
                        I bought two jackets and two hats
                        so we can match
                        I sent them to you from the airport
                        I hate typing ‘I miss you’
                        one letter at a time
                        sometimes I type ‘I miss u’ instead
                        isn’t it the thought that counts?
                        These are the flowers you planted
                        this is the house you placed by the river
                        sometimes I go inside
                        and admire the pattern you made for the floor
                        I never thought these dots
                        could make me miss you more
                    
Will Hall (they/them) is a nonbinary creative residing in Philadelphia, PA. As a person with Borderline Personality Disorder, much of their work concentrates on finding nuance in a world they are predisposed to interpret as “All or Nothing.” Will’s art can be found on instagram @whdoodles or on twitter @williamjdhall.
I manage to catch a fish. It 
                        is worthless but I present it 
                        anyways. I rattle at the base 
                        of a tree and hope for mangos. 
                        Somehow I ended up with 
                        pears instead. A girl I love 
                        promises cherries in a week. 
                        Seven days is days more than 
                        I can afford sometimes. I drop 
                        a handful of red petals to make 
                        room for the fish. They are 
                        snatches of cotton, scattering 
                        across a combed lawn. I wonder
                        if the fish is worth it, slow moving
                        under a protective wall of plastic. 
                        I position of the fish by the beach. 
                        Let it swim lazy circles, separate
                        from a wild stretch. Is it worth it
                        I try to ask. The fish doesn’t answer. 
                        I think that might be my answer, 
                        after all 
                    
Rachel Small (she/her) writes outside of Ottawa. Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in magazines, including Thorn Literary Magazine, blood orange, The Shore, The Daily Drunk, Anti-Heroin Chic Magazine, and other places. You can find her on twitter @rahel_taller.
Birthday house party
                        by midnight we were in bed
                        playing pocket camp
                    
Iona Murphy (she/her) is a student and spends most of her time engrossed in the works of Sylvia Plath. She describes her writing as 'straddling the fine line between poetry and oversharing.' She has writing published with Black Bough, Teen Belle, 3 Moon, Re-Side, The Fruit Tree, Fevers of the Mind, Forty-Two Books, The New Southern Fugatives, Ayaskala, Ang(st) Zine, and Brave Voices. You can keep up with her on Twitter: @write_with_Iona and Instagram: ionasmurfy
We can take in & take on this town together,
                        watch the weather, see the seasons change.
                        We can run through the rain & after 
                        we can pick the new flowers
                        & wear them in our hair.
                        We can make friends with our neighbors
                        & make their old furniture our new furniture 
                        & rearrange our rooms for hours 
                        & rearrange our bodies in our rooms,
                        our favorite songs on repeat.
                        All week we can duck our debts
                        & we can see shows every Saturday night.
                        If there are roaches 
                        in our rooms, we can kill them
                        or let them live, if you want.
                        If our friends move away, or when, 
                        we can write them letters
                        & they’ll always write back.
                        We can do all of this
                        & we can never die.
                    
Mike Fracentese (he/him) is a poet from & in Brooklyn who runs the Flight Recorder Reading Series out of The Tank, a theater in Manhattan. During quarantine, he’s moved the reading series online and started publishing Distance Yearning, a weekly zine. He shares his Animal Crossing island with three roommates.
Fiery colors begin their yearly conquest of the hills, 
                            propelled by the autumn winds. Fall is the artist. 
                            Love, Mom
                        It is three in the morning and I am a wisp of a thing, 
                        my heart hung outside a museum in Philadelphia
                        where my mother last looked sane with love. 
                        My mother speaks in chances, mostly in those 
                        she didn’t have, that she wants me to take for her.
                        My mother lies, blue-silly-string strung out 
                        over ceiling fan, laced over her apron and zirconia studs,
                        and I rub my thumbs over my GameCube controller,
                        a wishing lamp with just enough magic left 
                        to pour me into a pixelated place where living and loving are fair.
                        In another home, I plant gardens of cosmos
                        instead of the cucumbers we pickle all Saturday
                        to place on frozen, food-bank burgers.
                        In another home, another mother writes me love letters
                        from a night where the light isn’t blue. 
                        On the drive home from the trip my mother saved
                        eight months of tips for, she glistens with sweat, 
                        itches her arms in pace with turn signals. 
                        I watch leaves blur in the colors of a home-cooked meal
                        and, at the stoplight, my mother turns to me and cups my face, says
                        We came to the city of our leaders because I want you to become one.
                            You, unlike me, will get to be you. 
                    
Kara Goughnour (she/they) is a writer living in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. They are the author of "Mixed Tapes," a part of the Ghost City Press Summer 2019 Micro-Chap Series, and have work published or forthcoming in over fifty journals. Follow them on Twitter and Instagram @kara_goughnour or read their collected and exclusive works at karagoughnour.com.
You getting home at 5.30PM, 
                        hanging your miner’s helmet 
                        and pickaxe on the coat rack, 
                        sweaty from a day of breaking 
                        rocks and scolding punks. I help 
                        you with your dungarees, 
                        opening first the button at your 
                        left nipple, your right, reading 
                        your body like an erotic novel. 
                        Your shirt is sticking to you, and 
                        your sleek brown coat is puffed 
                        and dulled with the dust. They 
                        do not understand you like I do, 
                        and you don’t understand them, 
                        take their carelessness 
                        personally. It’s because they hate 
                        me – no – they don’t listen to a 
                        word I say, think I’m a joke. I 
                        can’t do it anymore – so don’t. 
                        We lie on the checkered duvet 
                        of our Modern Bed to sleep. 
                        No doubt, he dreams of a future 
                        with autosave functions and a 
                        million-bell retirement plan. 
                        I dream of seeing him from the 
                        waist down.
                    
Of course I regret it, now that the option is gone, 
                        but I just couldn’t justify buying enough leaf 
                        tickets to keep K.K. and I thought the longing 
                        would have died down by now. Story of my life: 
                        Dogs are expensive, and I can’t have one, and I 
                        can’t be trusted to care for them properly anyway. 
                        I have this fantasy right now where I’m in my 
                        thirties and have a house with a yard and a way 
                        more reliable income, and live with my partner 
                        and a dog called Matthew. Matthew will be large 
                        or medium-sized, and will probably have darker 
                        hair, probably black, and maybe I’ll have a car. 
                        I have a hat with K.K.’s face on, not in real life 
                        but in the game, put it on campers if they’re nice.
                    
Toby Buckley is an archivist-in-training and zine-maker with an MA in Creative Writing (Poetry) from the Seamus Heaney Centre at Queen’s University Belfast. His work has appeared in a number of literary publications, including Poetry Ireland Review, The Stinging Fly and Footnote. His interests include bugs, trains and medieval things.
to hide something underneath something else. of course
                        to pat the ground on the head, gently, like it’s your old dog
                        to begin a secret handshake
                        to stow your neighbor’s memories
                        to PRANK!
                        to mark with a star made of dirt
                        to summon flowers
                        to keep safe
                    
Yeah sure fuck it
                        make my hair
                        the color of angel
                        wings, for today
                        I am a minor god
                        with 15 peaches in my
                        pocket and clothes
                        from a balloon.
                        If I can live a fable 
                        while paying a 
                        mortgage in bags
                        tied with ribbon
                        then there is hope 
                        for a bad hairdo, or
                        a lost time capsule,
                        or my twelfth rusty
                        river can, or that HOE
                        who moved into
                        the middle of my
                        BAMBOO GROVE.
                        The moral of this
                        rom com, and it is
                        a rom com, is everything
                        is already okay.
                    
Oh-ho, we've all been there!
                            I know, it stings, and not just
                            from that tetanus slice on yer 
                            dewy little sphere of a palm. 
                            But do ye give up cheffin’ after 
                            one burnt pan of asparagus?
                            Do ye quit Christmas because
                            yer aunt gives ye three bottles of 
                            weird lotion? Get back out there, lad!
                            Cast that line again! Let the
                            current take it all the way
                            to the predetermined limit
                            and see! what! comes! Look,
                            sometimes you shake a tree
                            and it's bees. Sometimes you
                            take a walk and it's hole. But 
                            sometimes, young buck, you get
                            THE A R O W A N A.
                        
Jenna is a technical writer from Texas. She hopes to like fishing and landscaping in real life someday.
See the golden moon outside my kitchen door.
                        It’s full and so am I, but the day isn’t over yet.
                        Not at all. I pull on my shoes, walk out the door,
                        lift my arms, dive into the cold. 
                        Allow myself a single, long-ass yawn.
                        But the day isn’t over yet, and I’m feeling sappier than usual.
                        I walk across the street to the video store,
                        one of few remaining in the Cyberpunk Future.
                        Tell the owner, who’s been behind that register since 1978,
                        that I’m not looking for a movie today.
                        Walk out with a pastel pink DS Lite
                        and Animal Crossing: Wild World.
                        Think about how almost ten years ago
                        to the day, I was in bed at mom’s house,
                        playing this same game at 3 a.m.
                        when my rhinestone-studded Tracfone lit up.
                        It was a car accident:
                        speeding, drinking, dark country roads.
                        We didn’t even talk all that much,
                        but I still look up at the same moon
                        that looked down on them that night
                        and I wish they were here
                        to build their homes
                        and befriend their neighbors
                        and plant their flowers, too.
                    
miss macross (she/her) is a Pittsburgh-based writer who enjoys watching mecha and taking naps. Her first chapbook, MISS MACROSS VS. BATMAN, was published by Dark Particle/CWP Collective Press in 2018. Find her on Twitter @missmacross.
there’s a new patch of lilies
                        where your house once was
                        did you try to say goodbye?
                        you probably wrote a letter
                        but i let my mailbox overflow
                        and now it’s too late
                        i guess i thought you would always 
                        be there for me
                        so i missed my chance to fight
                        for you to stay
                        but it’s okay
                        i’m happy you’re
                        being there for you
                        wherever you are
                    
Casey Morris (she/her) is a playwright and marketing manager who works throughout the Hudson Valley. Her work has been performed at Dusklit Interactive Arts Festival and CelebrateWomxn845’s annual gallery showcases.